Suffering city, you have been beaten by storms. You have not been comforted. I will rebuild you with turquoise stones. I will rebuild your foundations with sapphires. (Isaiah 54:11 NIRV)
This was a scripture that 'came alive' to me over a month ago. I felt like that suffering city and being beaten by storms and the worst of the storm hadn't even begun then. But the part that really spoke to my heart was the rebuilding with turquoise stones and sapphires. I believe the translation I was reading in that day called it: lapis lazuli. I remember reading that and thinking what in the world is lapis lazuli? I don't know many precious stones, and I don't know if that's a common name for one. So I looked in other translations and the Bible dictionary and found most of them translated the word as sapphires. Now I do know what sapphires are. Todd and I use to live in the Sapphire Mountains when we were first married. But I'm sorry to say I never went mining for a sapphire (how ever it's done) but I did know someone who did. Always have thought sapphires to be really pretty, and of course turquoise too. But leaving all that behind, when I was reading this scripture, I 'saw' in my minds eye this pretty ring or necklace with a sapphire in the middle and turquoise all around it. And had this sense of God saying "I'll rebuild you with these precious stones as your foundation." I don't think He was really talking about real stones either. I think what God was trying to minister to my heart was even though I'm in a suffering 'city' and beaten by this storm of life, He can rebuild my life and the foundation would be so solid, it would be as precious stones.
I remember sharing this scripture with a dear lady at our church, telling her what I 'saw' and what I felt The Lord was trying to encourage me with. This morning when I got to church, she came up to me with a gift bag and told me I needed to open it up right away. Well, I found a gift card for Kristi in there for Barnes and Nobles (Kristi's favorite place you know, it full of books!) and there was this really nice card and some cash in the bag signed by many families in the church. I thanked her and said that was so thoughtful. She told me to keep looking as there was more in the bag. I finally found the coolest box I have ever seen (three sided and looked like blue silk). I couldn't figure out how to open it when she told me to squeeze the ends. When I did, out dropped this very cool and beautiful necklace, with a sapphire colored blue stone in the middle with 5 turquoise colored stones surrounding it. I just cried. She said they had put a turquoise stone for each member of my family. Todd and I and the three kids. It is now a constant reminder of how God is on our side rebuilding our lives. Do I see it yet manifested in the natural? No, not really, but I am hopeful and have the promise of His word and that should be enough to hold me in my right now, at this moment time. Tomorrow, I'll have that days 'now'.
Thank you Word of Faith Church! You are a caring loving church. I know many of you have been praying for us. Thank you so much.
So if you life is battered by the storms of life too, know that there's a rebuilding that God wants to do in you too. Building beautiful Sapphires and turquoise in your foundation.
Again I want to thank all those who have stopped and visited Todd these five long weeks in the hospital. My sisters Debbie and Kim, who where there so much with me and Kristi, singing and praying. Pastor Tim, Pastor Dom, Pastor Jonathan and Pam (Pricilla and Daniel too), Pastor Deanna, My Mom, LaRue and Tracie, Becky, Pat, Keith, Ellene, Lee, Pat F, Theresa, and anyone else I missed. Thank you again to Pastor Dom and Linda, who came to my house when I felt I was falling apart, and couldn't breath another breath. They helped me to catch my breath, and know that God was breathing life into me.
The story is not over, but we're turning the chapter. We'll have to find a new normal in our life. Though I don't know if that's possible. But then again, normal is only a setting on your dryer.
A Request
Many people have asked if there's anything they can do for us. I hate to even ask, and it's kind of a strange request, but ever since we moved in and gotten settled in our house, I've had this pile of boxes of stuff I was planning on rummage saling on Pow Wow weekend (last weekend). There was no way I could do that with Todd in the hospital. Now with him being so far away, We'll probably be spending a lot of our weekends up in Tioga with him. The problem is I really want to have my garage space back before winter sets in. (Kristi wants to park her car inside too). If there's anyone who has the skill and ability, and actually likes to do those things, to put on a rummage sale for me with all this stuff. Who knows if anyone would even want any of it, but it's worth trying. I really lack skill in this area, since it's been about 20 years since I've had a rummage sale. But if it's something someone would really like to do, let me know.
When God reminds us of His love and that He has not forgotten us - so many times He uses people. Sounds like a necklace to cherish. You are so loved. Brenda Williams
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